I'm Here

"Eli, Eli, lama sabachthani"
Jesus - Matthew 27:46


So yeah, I'm down in the dumps these days. Life is happening all around me and its tearing me up inside. Reading the bible about the moments Jesus was on the cross. He was up there suffering before His spirit left that body. When I look at how some people transition from this body to the spirit, it is very similar. There is some suffering, and it is very painful for family to watch. We all know after we leave these bodies, we become one with God. And that is a great thing. It is the process of leaving these bodies and the thought that you will never be able to see, touch, or talk to that person again is what is painful.

I'm sitting here hoping that my grandmother beats this storm because nobody that knows her, wants her time to end right now. That woman is full of love and the Word. And that makes her the most beautiful human being I have ever known.

Today, Grandma, I fasted in honor of you and all that you have done for me in life. And I am praying for God's healing of your body because it pains me to see you suffer.